Back in the early 2000s, the industrial scene was on fireβchaotic, raw, and unapologetically loud. It was in that searing crucible that Unter Null was forged, the brainchild of an artist straddling classical music training and a deep fascination with sonic destruction. Raised on piano, cello, and choir, sheβd been composing her own pieces since childhood. But it was the visceral aggression of powernoise and industrial that gripped her soul. The controlled chaos was intoxicating, a vehicle to exorcise emotions that polite concert halls could never contain.
Armed with Cubase and a Yamaha CS2X, she began sculpting the project that would become Unter Nullβa collision of elegance and entropy, beauty and brutality.
The name itselfβUnter Null, German for βbelow zeroββemerged as a tongue-in-cheek jab at her own self-esteem. A way to wear vulnerability like armor. βI struggled a lot growing up,β she admits. βIt wasnβt some profound branding decision. It was just honest.β But over time, that phrase became more than a label; it became a mantra for transmutationβof pain into power, of failure into fuel.
Albums like The Failure Epiphany and Moving On are brutal emotional snapshots, soaked in the toxic residue of broken relationships and internalized shame. βI didnβt have a grasp on boundaries back then,β she reflects. The Failure Epiphany captured that spiral of self-doubt. But Moving On marked a shiftβan album born of personal reckoning and emotional liberation. That record was nearly lost in a studio fire, and only the salvaged hard drives kept it from being incinerated. βThat near-loss felt symbolic,β she says. βIt mirrored the themes of survival woven through the music.β
While Unter Null remained her aggressive outlet, a new project emerged when a quieter pain needed expression. That projectβStrayβwas born during a particularly dark period. βThe first song I wrote, βDoes It Really Matter?,β just didnβt fit with Unter Null,β she says. βIt came from a place of vulnerability and empathy rather than rage.β Stray became the space for her softer introspections, standing in contrast to Unter Nullβs sonic fury.
Through it all, music remained her emotional life raft. βIβve never been great at expressing myself any other way,β she says. βWriting has always been instinctiveβlike a direct channel.β But sheβs quick to acknowledge that even music canβt do all the heavy lifting. βItβs not a substitute for taking care of your mental health. You have to consciously work on that too.β
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After a period of creative dormancy, the embers were reignited through a long-overdue collaboration. Enter Hollowβa joint effort with Frontal Boundary that resurrected something vital in her. βIt felt like we had just hit βpauseβ and pressed βplayβ again,β she says of reuniting with Brendin Ross, Krz Souls, and Jaysen Craves. Their synergy was electric, natural, and deeply satisfying. βIt reminded me how essential it is to have inspiring, creative people in your circle.β
The track Hollow is a lyrical deep-dive into the psyche of damaged individuals unaware of their own brokenness. βKrz and I wrote it together. Itβs about how unhealed trauma can ripple out and wound others,β she explains. Sonically, it blends weight and melody, aggression and emotionβa hallmark of both projects. βThat contrast is what makes it work.β
Though she’s returned to the scene, she admits the landscape has changed dramatically. βWhen I first started, everything was differentβespecially the connection with fans,β she says. βSocial media has reshaped everything.β But through that evolution, sheβs found a deeper appreciation for her long-time supporters. βSeeing their excitement about my return has been so moving. I do this for them.β
The experience of releasing music in 2025 is far removed from the gritty underground scene she came up in. βThereβs more competition now, but thatβs not a bad thing,β she insists. βMore people creating music means more voices being heard.β Even the sense of community has shifted. βIt doesnβt feel so cutthroat anymore. Artists are lifting each other up, and itβs refreshing.β
With Hollow generating buzz, fans are already eager for more. A special SoCal show on May 26th with SITD will feature both Unter Null and Frontal Boundary, including a live performance of Hollow and a preview of new Unter Null material.
Sheβs also gearing up to release a brand-new single, Coming Up To Breathe, via Alfa Matrix Records on April 4th. βUnter Null is back in full swing,β she confirms. βStray will follow, but I try to keep the two separate so they each get the space they deserve.β
Creatively, sheβs steering Unter Null in a new directionβone marked by self-empowerment rather than self-destruction. βThereβs still darkness, but now itβs about resilience and growth,β she says. Collaborations are fueling that shift, with upcoming projects involving Dawn of Ashes and remix work with Funker Vogt. βItβs exciting to see how each artist brings something unique to the table.β
And what does she want fans to take from all of it?
βIβm back. The sound might be different, more refinedβbut the core is still there,β she says. βDonβt ever let anyone take away your autonomy or make you feel like youβre not good enough. Stay true to yourself. Always.β
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